And just like that, i felt far away from her.
i felt as if i meant no more than a penny to her,
And that idea cut deep into my flesh.
Her words blew me away,
And in a whirlwind of pain,
i watched the tree branches just outside of my window flutter.
All of my problems,
And this tree just stood tall staring at this man-child.
The blue sky and bigger trees consume the background,
And i wonder if i know what it all means.
Hope was all that i could muster.
And peace was all that i wanted most.
These roots were like the words that i could not seem to mouth to her.
oh the girl,
in all her beauty and sweet kindness.
i never thought on the first day,
that i would lay where i am now.
Far away from her words,
Yet, so close to her destruction.
And just like that, i walk on as a casualty,
hoping that what has once happened before,
doesn’t happen again.